FROM MY HEART VOLUME FOUR TRUE COLORS
When we walk, we also share things with each other. We talk and fill a need to say what we needed to say, so there is more to this then just walking or riding. We are getting to know more about what our own wants and needs are. To feel the love between us is more than words can say. I know that for me, it is something that I have never had the chance to experience with anyone in my life. A friend is the hardest thing to find, someone that is there at anytime, anywhere, and for whatever reasons, no questions asked. That is what you call a true friend indeed, and anything else that comes from this friend is just a plus.
FROM
MY
HEART
VOLUME FOUR
TRUE COLORS
BY
THE MISFORTUNES
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Table of Contents. 2
TRUE COLORS. 4
WALK IN THE PARK.. 6
SOMETIMES LIFE JUST SUCK'S. 11
STARTING A NEW WAY OF LIFE. 13
DREAMS. 18
RESPECT IS IMPORTANT. 21
NEVER STOP DREAMING.. 23
INTRODUCTION
THE STORIES THAT I WRITE ARE TRUE AND FROM MY HEART. THEY ARE WHAT I FEEL AND WHAT I NEED TO TELL;
AS JACQUELINE WOULD SAY!
“IT SEEMS LIKE TO ME THAT IF MAN HAS BEEN DOING THIS SAME THING OVER AND OVER AGAIN AND IT STILLS COMES OUT WRONG, THAN MAYBE IT IS ABOUT TIME TO MAKE A CHANGE”.
DON"T YOU THINK SO?
IF I AM WRONG ABOUT WHAT I DO THEN I WILL BE THE FIRST TO TELL YOU.
HOPE THAT YOU ENJOY MY STORIES, BUT MOST OF ALL I HOPE YOUR LEARNING FROM MY WORDS.
I write because it is what I do.
I write just for you.
We are the
“THE MISFORTUNES”
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TRUE COLORS
In this world we share with the rest of Mother Nature’s creatures in full of color, which in turn makes for a beautiful place to live,
BUT because some race’s, or people's that THINK, they have the right to destroy everything there is. They kill all the animals without caring about 50 years down the road; they cut all the trees, which is where our air gets clean for us to breath. What about 50 years down the road?
They have taken any race that they can conquer and
in-salved it till it is destroyed also.
They clear the land so they can plow it up and most of the time it just sits there with nothing growing anymore, because they have even raped the soil.
One day you will awake from you’re screwed up life and see the colors of life itself.
For too long have people tried to rule, what is it that you are trying to rule, other people's lives, and Hell take those blinders off and look for the colors in your life. It is so beautiful, to see a child at play, it is wonderful to see a Mother sharing with that child.
That is Beauty in life itself.
What has come to be here is that when someone does get up the courage to be what “They” need to be and
show their “TRUE COLORS”, everyone wants to shut them down, why is that? It is because they are so into their lives that they do not see the reality of what is out there.
Always believe in yourself, because chances are no one else will.
I live my life in color.
I would not like a world without it.
Thank you for your time, and for sharing mine.
TODAY
LOOK INTO THAT MIRROR
AND SEE YOUR
“TRUE COLORS”
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WALK IN THE PARK
I love to walk now, finding myself filling a great need in me, wanting to enjoy every minute of every day that I can, wanting to feel life itself beneath my feet, to make my heart race to the ultimate rush.
I am very lucky to share this life with so many people out there. I never knew that I was known by so many around the world and the joy that I bring to some of you.
For a long time I was filled with this idea that my life was over and all there was left for me was to just to roll over and die
That was something for me; I just knew that there was no way anyone would ever be here for me. The only love I found was on the internet and it was somewhere far away from me.
I have found someone just 20 miles from me, what a rush that was for me. She is good for me. She has a different outlook on life then I do. So because of that, she is always trying to show me that my life is not over till it’s done.
A few years ago, I was told that I needed spin surgery or I would have to use a wheel chair soon. It was a hard decision for me to have to make all on my own. First I had to stop smoking that in itself was hard, for I had only been smoking for about 43 years of my life.
I had to get everything in order, like my heart doctors had to approve the surgery to start with then I had to be checked out completely by my family doctor to make sure that I could do this. I would have to be put to sleep for so long that they were worried that I might not make it out.
When everything was ready then I had to say ok. It was a choice that needed to be made by myself only, no one could make it for me now.
They told me that it would only be 4 to 6 weeks of recovery time, which turned into 8 month recovery time, because when they got in there it was worst then they thought it would be, so now I had to have the worst surgery there was, a spinal fusion. There is a metal plate, with screws, yes screws in my back, I could not do anything. For 8 months. Not even drive.
When I made the choice to do this I was thinking about what kind of life I would have as a shemale living in a nursing home, right I could see it now, I live in Ga, the biggest redneck state in the world.
Sure I was afraid, who wouldn’t be? I knew I didn't have that choice; it needed to be done, so it was. How they tell me that the disc on top and the one on the bottom of the one they fixed could go out on me, just great, that’s not good for me, anyway I am not going to worry any more about it, I just want to walk and ride my Bic.
I love so much going out there, and feeling the fresh air and breathing it in to my lungs since I have stopped smoking it feels better and I can tell that I get stronger every time we walk or ride. And yes I do love to push it as hard as I can. I told her that if I was to die out there, that I would die happy and my life would have been filled.
When we walk, we also share things with each other. We talk and fill a need to say what we needed to say, so there is more to this then just walking or riding. We are getting to know more about what our own wants and needs are. To feel the love between us is more than words can say. I know that for me, it is something that I have never had the chance to experience with anyone in my life. A friend is the hardest thing to find, someone that is there at anytime, anywhere, and for whatever reasons, no questions asked. That is what you call a true friend indeed, and anything else that comes from this friend is just a plus.
I know that sometimes, she doesn't want to go and tells me that I can go by myself to the park, yet it would not be the same without her there with me, maybe it will come to that, when I feel that I am strong enough that I could go alone, there are others out there, so I am sure that if something happen to me that someone would try to help.
Sometimes we ride first then we lock up our Bic. And walk some that is good, because we get to fill the need for both. And the, exorcize is harder, so we get more out of the trip out there. It's not like it is far from us to go, just takes the time to go, there are always something else that needs to be done. As I write, she is recording some of her music and making a new music video, so we never stop.
Sometimes when I am angry and need to get out of
the house, I tell her to get ready and we go to the park.
There I can walk and get it out of me, pushing myself
into the feeling that there is nothing out there but her
and I and then, only then can I say what I need to say to
her, sometimes I just give her hell and let her give it
back to me, just pushing each other as we walk.
It makes things easier sometimes to be able to say
what is on our minds and what’s in our hearts, everyone
needs to take time to do this from time to time in a
relationship to open doors or just close some.
So this walk in the park is more than just a walk, its life, everyday life. I am sure that you have some place around where you live to do this, if not just walk out around your home, but walk, it is good for you and you can think, that is what part of it is all about, not just the walk, but what you think about on that walk. Bring a friend, if you can, make it better, but if you don't have one there, maybe you'll find one there.
What I have learned from all this, is life is not over till you are dead and I want to live, just don't want to get old. Jackie asked me today how old was too old for me. I told her, that when I could not do for myself and had to depend on others to do for me, that would be too old for me. I don't want old in my life.
So walk, ride, do whatever it takes, just do it. I know this is not my best, yet is there ever better then what your life is right at this minute. Live it now, don't wait, it may be too late. Come walk with me.
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SOMETIMES LIFE JUST SUCK'S
Like we do very weekend we get up about 3 am and start our day. We go out to Kitty's Flea Market and we set up a stage with our own back drop, for those of you that do not know what I mean, it is what you see behind the people on the stage. And we have chosen the Indian set to be our act for now.
Well when we first get out there we like to look around and visit with our friends and Fans. There was something that had troubled me all week about someone out there befriended us, but also felt the need to laughed and make fun of us when we had our backs turned. Well anyway I told myself that they were not worth me or my time, that the best way would be just to act like they were not there at all, so that is what happen. As we walked down the first row of sellers there was this guy that yelled out this word. QUEER, like WTF, It was the worst word that one could hear. All I know that I, me, myself Bobbie Jean was drawn to him like a magnet I just wanted to be in his face before he could say anything else. I asked him why he thought that he could say something like that in front of everyone out there. Maybe I am wrong, but I think that it is not right for anyone to think that they have that right.
I am not prefect and that when you can walk on water then and only then will I stand before you and allow you to judge me.
It is hard for me to write this as I am so mad and hurt that I feel I need to calm down some.
Well we went out to the Flea Market in Tifton just to walk around and visit with old friends there today. I sure that they will not miss us in Albany..
I am not sure what I said when everything went to hell. I do know that I would like to say I am sorry if I did say something bad. I try very hard not to show that bad side of me, but there are sometimes when I cannot help myself. It is my way to protect myself and my friends.
So to those of you that stand by us and are truly our friends, I thank you.
For the couple that came to my aid and spoke up for me, I thank you and I know now that there are still good folks out there. I had lost my faith in believing that there were no such people as that, that all pastors were the same, well I know now that they are not the same.
I want to more than anything to believe that there is a place for me in heaven and that God has kept me here all this time for something.
Today I thank God for the pastor and the Lady..........for keeping me out of jail.
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STARTING A NEW WAY OF LIFE
I am a transgender person that has to deal with my life every day, because I have chosen to walk out in public. I live in a state where we are not wanted, sometimes the people here show just that.
We went back out to the flea market, because that is the only way that we can try to support ourselves. We cannot get work around here, there is no place for us to play our music, and this is the only way that we can try to make any kind of money.
It is strange that people are willing to take our money, but don't want to show us any respect as human beings.
Have you ever been told that you could not live somewhere, because you did not dress the way they thought that you should?
Have you ever been told to leave a restaurant, because the owner did not like the way you were dressed?
Did you know that here in Ga. If I walk into a place of business and they do not like me as I am, all they have to do is call the law and the Law then tells me that I have to go, and that I am banned from ever going there again, if I do, I will go to jail.
What the Law is here for people like me, so I thought.
This is the law here for someone like me.
“IF THE COMMUTIY DOES NOT WANT ME HERE AND DOES NOT ACCEPT THE LAWS THAT PROTECT ME, THEN THE LAWS ARE NO GOOD.”
THAT IS WHAT A LAW OFFICER HERE IN SYLVESTER, GA. TOLD ME WHEN HE WAS BANNING ME FORM A SUBWAY HERE IN TOWN.
THIS WAS BECAUSE SOME WHITE LADY THAT JUST HAPPENS TO BE WORKING THAT DAY CHOOSES TO TREAT ME LIKE THAT.
Yet every day I get back up and I dress myself the way I see fit for me to feel good about myself and go right back out there. I must be crazy, or maybe I just want to be myself.
I am now between the stage of being a male and a female. I have changed my name, by law, and I have taken pills to give me breast, I have worked as a woman and so live as one. I know that I will never be allowed to have a sex change, so I have to learn to deal with the fact that I will be just a Shemale, for the rest of my life. If you think that is easy to do, why don't you try walking in these damn heels for a while?
You know something, you can wear whatever you want and you don't like it when someone feels the need to laugh or say something about what you have on. What do you do when that happens?
Do you just let this asshole laugh or do you want to say something, my problem is I want to say something, sometimes that gets me into trouble, but then maybe that is what I have been saved for. To teach others that it is wrong to judge other for being different.
DIFFERENT
Ain't that something?
That’s one hell of a word.
Not being like you and you not being like me.
Not being like anyone but yourself.
Maybe a different color.
Maybe a different gender.
Maybe a different race.
Maybe a different nation.
It does not matter what makes you feel different, the fact is that you do, and you know what that is a good thing. This is the way I see this, If God or whoever configured us wanted us to look the same, they would have made us that way.
Being Different is what it's all about.
We are making a place out at the flea market in Albany Ga. To try and make some kind of support group for those that chooses to be different.
I will never judge you,
Come as you are,
Truthful and real.
You have nothing to hide from me, what you say to me, stays with me. I may not be able to help everyone with their problems, but I will always be there for you.
I was a proud Man and a good soldier in my life, as I am now a proud Woman and a great teacher in my life.
You can walk with me or you can be walked over by me, it is your choice to make.
I will not allow anyone to stand in my way of teaching the young people that are coming up here in this hell hole of a state, that They Do Have A Right To Be Themselves.
I had a vision that I would be shoot for speaking out here.
But I also had A Dream of a better world.
If it takes my life to change this world here, then so be it, I am ready for what God has chosen for me.
I am A Teacher, and a good teacher is a Dreamer.
Are you a good teacher? Are you a Dreamer?
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DREAMS
Dreams are a place where anything is possible.
Where you can be young again or you can be Beautiful in your own little world.
You may want to be a King or a Queen.
There is no end to the possibilities that you can dream of.
I have a dream of a better world.
One where everyone is the same.
Where there is no one better then you are.
The colors of our faces will all be the same.
There will be no gender problems because we will all be the same gender.
It is called the Future race of Human Beings.
Time will change us all to evolve into what it wants us to be.
We do not have a choice in this matter, just like people now that feel the need to be different about whom they are, most do not have a choice.
Myself I needed to make a change in me, because I was so unhappy with whom I was, it was killing me to live that way.
Every day people just like me are going through some of their own troubles and wish that there was just one person to talk too.
Please never feel like you cannot talk to me, I am the Mistress of a world that believes that we can all help each other here. I want to try to give you something to enjoy and to share with you, our lives as a Shemale and a transgender Lady. I know that I don't have all the answers to all your wants and needs but I do enjoy talking.
I am trying to feel better about myself. I have not wanted to write anything lately so this is like starting over. It is hard when you have lost something in your life.
For the past few days I have been feeling like I was losing my friend and my lover and mate that has been with me for years, When I have cried she has wiped away my tears, when I was afraid she was there to stand up for me, When she held my hand I knew that I was not alone.
When all was lost and I thought that I had no one there, there she was, never letting me down.
But now it seems that I might be letting her down. She is me, my female side that is in trouble, because I have chosen to share my life with someone that is like me, it has made me realize that I like Trannies. I did not know that it would make me feel different about my own gender, but is has.
Some of you may not understand what I am talking about, will it is kind of like having to choose between white or black socks, which one is better for you?
Well I don't know which one will be better for me either.
I think about this a lot now, because I have been spending a lot of time with her, getting to know her , like for the first time. We are now sharing things, without fighting about them, Wait now I am not saying that all is ok here, because it is a long way from being ok. We had a little fight today about dinner, but we both said we were sorry. A lot of people don't understand about the “I'm sorry thing”. I know that if I get fused at for something that I was not involved in, then you need to tell me you’re sorry for jumping on my ass.
Yes I have A Dream, peace in my Heart.
Well I guess I will stop for now. It really feels good to write. Thank you all for reading what I do write.
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RESPECT IS IMPORTANT
I am sitting here with my girlfriend and we are trying so hard to make our lives work. We need to get everything around us in to some kind of order. We need to make it better for us or we will not make it, If we cannot find what we need here and now, then there will be no hope for us.
This is what life is all about my friends,
not about just one of us, but both of us.
We are just like you and you are just like us.
We all walk the same way and talk the same language,
so listen to me when I say that life is much to short to live it fighting and being mad at each other.
I am hoping to start the New Year off right.
I am wrong when I treat her with disrespect,
I am wrong when I am crude to her.
I am wrong when I shut her down
today I walk with her and I am proud of her, she looks great when she is happy, It is my duty as a friend to give her something to be happy about to smile about, to share with her.
Not to take away from her in anyway.
In the end she is the one that I love.
She is the one that I am always thinking of.
She is my life, the very air that I breathe.
When I look up at the stars, I see her.
The very light that shows me the way, is her shining in her Beauty. The smell of the flowers is coming from her, as she blooms like a rose in my life.
Today Is the day when we should all just stop and feel the good in all of us, do you feel it?, now just think that if we could all touch someone today with our hearts and make them smile or even laugh, wow that would be so great. Since I have been trying to get to know my girlfriend and my friend, I am now getting to know me.
Remember these words and try to live by them.
I can only control one person in my life and that person is I.
No one else.
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NEVER STOP DREAMING
Welcome to the world of Dreams!
From the beginning of time, Man has always thought of himself as King and Ruler of this world.
But you see the thing is that he can only rule what we allow him to rule.
We may give him that moment of Glory, but in the end we are the ones with all the Control.
In our world, We are the Queens!
WE ARE MISTRESS JENNA AND MADAME JACQUELINE
We are the Shadow Warriors
A Band of Gypsy's form the times long forgotten.
Today we have a DREAM.
NOT ONE COLOR.
NOT ONE GENDER.
NOT ONE LANGUAGE.
BUT A MIXED RACE OF COLORS, GENDERS, AND LANGUAGE'S!
IT WILL TAKE EVERYONE, WHATEVER, YOU ARE, WHOEVER, YOU ARE TO MAKE THIS WORK.
AS JACQUELINE WOULD SAY!
“IT SEEMS LIKE TO ME THAT IF MAN HAS BEEN DOING THIS SAME THING OVER AND OVER AGAIN AND IT STILLS COMES OUT WRONG, THAN MAYBE IT IS ABOUT TIME TO MAKE A CHANGE”.
DON"T YOU THINK SO?
Thank you for your time. This is all part of a world where
“The Misfortunes” speaks out against anyone that would stand in the way of another Human Beings rights to live as they so choose to.
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SOUTHERN ACTS PRESENT'S
"THE MISFORTUNES"
WRITTEN BY BOBBIE JEAN CHIASSON
EDITED BY STEVEN LAWHORN
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MY
HEART
VOLUME FOUR
TRUE COLORS
BY
THE MISFORTUNES
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Table of Contents. 2
TRUE COLORS. 4
WALK IN THE PARK.. 6
SOMETIMES LIFE JUST SUCK'S. 11
STARTING A NEW WAY OF LIFE. 13
DREAMS. 18
RESPECT IS IMPORTANT. 21
NEVER STOP DREAMING.. 23
INTRODUCTION
THE STORIES THAT I WRITE ARE TRUE AND FROM MY HEART. THEY ARE WHAT I FEEL AND WHAT I NEED TO TELL;
AS JACQUELINE WOULD SAY!
“IT SEEMS LIKE TO ME THAT IF MAN HAS BEEN DOING THIS SAME THING OVER AND OVER AGAIN AND IT STILLS COMES OUT WRONG, THAN MAYBE IT IS ABOUT TIME TO MAKE A CHANGE”.
DON"T YOU THINK SO?
IF I AM WRONG ABOUT WHAT I DO THEN I WILL BE THE FIRST TO TELL YOU.
HOPE THAT YOU ENJOY MY STORIES, BUT MOST OF ALL I HOPE YOUR LEARNING FROM MY WORDS.
I write because it is what I do.
I write just for you.
We are the
“THE MISFORTUNES”
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TRUE COLORS
In this world we share with the rest of Mother Nature’s creatures in full of color, which in turn makes for a beautiful place to live,
BUT because some race’s, or people's that THINK, they have the right to destroy everything there is. They kill all the animals without caring about 50 years down the road; they cut all the trees, which is where our air gets clean for us to breath. What about 50 years down the road?
They have taken any race that they can conquer and
in-salved it till it is destroyed also.
They clear the land so they can plow it up and most of the time it just sits there with nothing growing anymore, because they have even raped the soil.
One day you will awake from you’re screwed up life and see the colors of life itself.
For too long have people tried to rule, what is it that you are trying to rule, other people's lives, and Hell take those blinders off and look for the colors in your life. It is so beautiful, to see a child at play, it is wonderful to see a Mother sharing with that child.
That is Beauty in life itself.
What has come to be here is that when someone does get up the courage to be what “They” need to be and
show their “TRUE COLORS”, everyone wants to shut them down, why is that? It is because they are so into their lives that they do not see the reality of what is out there.
Always believe in yourself, because chances are no one else will.
I live my life in color.
I would not like a world without it.
Thank you for your time, and for sharing mine.
TODAY
LOOK INTO THAT MIRROR
AND SEE YOUR
“TRUE COLORS”
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WALK IN THE PARK
I love to walk now, finding myself filling a great need in me, wanting to enjoy every minute of every day that I can, wanting to feel life itself beneath my feet, to make my heart race to the ultimate rush.
I am very lucky to share this life with so many people out there. I never knew that I was known by so many around the world and the joy that I bring to some of you.
For a long time I was filled with this idea that my life was over and all there was left for me was to just to roll over and die
That was something for me; I just knew that there was no way anyone would ever be here for me. The only love I found was on the internet and it was somewhere far away from me.
I have found someone just 20 miles from me, what a rush that was for me. She is good for me. She has a different outlook on life then I do. So because of that, she is always trying to show me that my life is not over till it’s done.
A few years ago, I was told that I needed spin surgery or I would have to use a wheel chair soon. It was a hard decision for me to have to make all on my own. First I had to stop smoking that in itself was hard, for I had only been smoking for about 43 years of my life.
I had to get everything in order, like my heart doctors had to approve the surgery to start with then I had to be checked out completely by my family doctor to make sure that I could do this. I would have to be put to sleep for so long that they were worried that I might not make it out.
When everything was ready then I had to say ok. It was a choice that needed to be made by myself only, no one could make it for me now.
They told me that it would only be 4 to 6 weeks of recovery time, which turned into 8 month recovery time, because when they got in there it was worst then they thought it would be, so now I had to have the worst surgery there was, a spinal fusion. There is a metal plate, with screws, yes screws in my back, I could not do anything. For 8 months. Not even drive.
When I made the choice to do this I was thinking about what kind of life I would have as a shemale living in a nursing home, right I could see it now, I live in Ga, the biggest redneck state in the world.
Sure I was afraid, who wouldn’t be? I knew I didn't have that choice; it needed to be done, so it was. How they tell me that the disc on top and the one on the bottom of the one they fixed could go out on me, just great, that’s not good for me, anyway I am not going to worry any more about it, I just want to walk and ride my Bic.
I love so much going out there, and feeling the fresh air and breathing it in to my lungs since I have stopped smoking it feels better and I can tell that I get stronger every time we walk or ride. And yes I do love to push it as hard as I can. I told her that if I was to die out there, that I would die happy and my life would have been filled.
When we walk, we also share things with each other. We talk and fill a need to say what we needed to say, so there is more to this then just walking or riding. We are getting to know more about what our own wants and needs are. To feel the love between us is more than words can say. I know that for me, it is something that I have never had the chance to experience with anyone in my life. A friend is the hardest thing to find, someone that is there at anytime, anywhere, and for whatever reasons, no questions asked. That is what you call a true friend indeed, and anything else that comes from this friend is just a plus.
I know that sometimes, she doesn't want to go and tells me that I can go by myself to the park, yet it would not be the same without her there with me, maybe it will come to that, when I feel that I am strong enough that I could go alone, there are others out there, so I am sure that if something happen to me that someone would try to help.
Sometimes we ride first then we lock up our Bic. And walk some that is good, because we get to fill the need for both. And the, exorcize is harder, so we get more out of the trip out there. It's not like it is far from us to go, just takes the time to go, there are always something else that needs to be done. As I write, she is recording some of her music and making a new music video, so we never stop.
Sometimes when I am angry and need to get out of
the house, I tell her to get ready and we go to the park.
There I can walk and get it out of me, pushing myself
into the feeling that there is nothing out there but her
and I and then, only then can I say what I need to say to
her, sometimes I just give her hell and let her give it
back to me, just pushing each other as we walk.
It makes things easier sometimes to be able to say
what is on our minds and what’s in our hearts, everyone
needs to take time to do this from time to time in a
relationship to open doors or just close some.
So this walk in the park is more than just a walk, its life, everyday life. I am sure that you have some place around where you live to do this, if not just walk out around your home, but walk, it is good for you and you can think, that is what part of it is all about, not just the walk, but what you think about on that walk. Bring a friend, if you can, make it better, but if you don't have one there, maybe you'll find one there.
What I have learned from all this, is life is not over till you are dead and I want to live, just don't want to get old. Jackie asked me today how old was too old for me. I told her, that when I could not do for myself and had to depend on others to do for me, that would be too old for me. I don't want old in my life.
So walk, ride, do whatever it takes, just do it. I know this is not my best, yet is there ever better then what your life is right at this minute. Live it now, don't wait, it may be too late. Come walk with me.
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SOMETIMES LIFE JUST SUCK'S
Like we do very weekend we get up about 3 am and start our day. We go out to Kitty's Flea Market and we set up a stage with our own back drop, for those of you that do not know what I mean, it is what you see behind the people on the stage. And we have chosen the Indian set to be our act for now.
Well when we first get out there we like to look around and visit with our friends and Fans. There was something that had troubled me all week about someone out there befriended us, but also felt the need to laughed and make fun of us when we had our backs turned. Well anyway I told myself that they were not worth me or my time, that the best way would be just to act like they were not there at all, so that is what happen. As we walked down the first row of sellers there was this guy that yelled out this word. QUEER, like WTF, It was the worst word that one could hear. All I know that I, me, myself Bobbie Jean was drawn to him like a magnet I just wanted to be in his face before he could say anything else. I asked him why he thought that he could say something like that in front of everyone out there. Maybe I am wrong, but I think that it is not right for anyone to think that they have that right.
I am not prefect and that when you can walk on water then and only then will I stand before you and allow you to judge me.
It is hard for me to write this as I am so mad and hurt that I feel I need to calm down some.
Well we went out to the Flea Market in Tifton just to walk around and visit with old friends there today. I sure that they will not miss us in Albany..
I am not sure what I said when everything went to hell. I do know that I would like to say I am sorry if I did say something bad. I try very hard not to show that bad side of me, but there are sometimes when I cannot help myself. It is my way to protect myself and my friends.
So to those of you that stand by us and are truly our friends, I thank you.
For the couple that came to my aid and spoke up for me, I thank you and I know now that there are still good folks out there. I had lost my faith in believing that there were no such people as that, that all pastors were the same, well I know now that they are not the same.
I want to more than anything to believe that there is a place for me in heaven and that God has kept me here all this time for something.
Today I thank God for the pastor and the Lady..........for keeping me out of jail.
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STARTING A NEW WAY OF LIFE
I am a transgender person that has to deal with my life every day, because I have chosen to walk out in public. I live in a state where we are not wanted, sometimes the people here show just that.
We went back out to the flea market, because that is the only way that we can try to support ourselves. We cannot get work around here, there is no place for us to play our music, and this is the only way that we can try to make any kind of money.
It is strange that people are willing to take our money, but don't want to show us any respect as human beings.
Have you ever been told that you could not live somewhere, because you did not dress the way they thought that you should?
Have you ever been told to leave a restaurant, because the owner did not like the way you were dressed?
Did you know that here in Ga. If I walk into a place of business and they do not like me as I am, all they have to do is call the law and the Law then tells me that I have to go, and that I am banned from ever going there again, if I do, I will go to jail.
What the Law is here for people like me, so I thought.
This is the law here for someone like me.
“IF THE COMMUTIY DOES NOT WANT ME HERE AND DOES NOT ACCEPT THE LAWS THAT PROTECT ME, THEN THE LAWS ARE NO GOOD.”
THAT IS WHAT A LAW OFFICER HERE IN SYLVESTER, GA. TOLD ME WHEN HE WAS BANNING ME FORM A SUBWAY HERE IN TOWN.
THIS WAS BECAUSE SOME WHITE LADY THAT JUST HAPPENS TO BE WORKING THAT DAY CHOOSES TO TREAT ME LIKE THAT.
Yet every day I get back up and I dress myself the way I see fit for me to feel good about myself and go right back out there. I must be crazy, or maybe I just want to be myself.
I am now between the stage of being a male and a female. I have changed my name, by law, and I have taken pills to give me breast, I have worked as a woman and so live as one. I know that I will never be allowed to have a sex change, so I have to learn to deal with the fact that I will be just a Shemale, for the rest of my life. If you think that is easy to do, why don't you try walking in these damn heels for a while?
You know something, you can wear whatever you want and you don't like it when someone feels the need to laugh or say something about what you have on. What do you do when that happens?
Do you just let this asshole laugh or do you want to say something, my problem is I want to say something, sometimes that gets me into trouble, but then maybe that is what I have been saved for. To teach others that it is wrong to judge other for being different.
DIFFERENT
Ain't that something?
That’s one hell of a word.
Not being like you and you not being like me.
Not being like anyone but yourself.
Maybe a different color.
Maybe a different gender.
Maybe a different race.
Maybe a different nation.
It does not matter what makes you feel different, the fact is that you do, and you know what that is a good thing. This is the way I see this, If God or whoever configured us wanted us to look the same, they would have made us that way.
Being Different is what it's all about.
We are making a place out at the flea market in Albany Ga. To try and make some kind of support group for those that chooses to be different.
I will never judge you,
Come as you are,
Truthful and real.
You have nothing to hide from me, what you say to me, stays with me. I may not be able to help everyone with their problems, but I will always be there for you.
I was a proud Man and a good soldier in my life, as I am now a proud Woman and a great teacher in my life.
You can walk with me or you can be walked over by me, it is your choice to make.
I will not allow anyone to stand in my way of teaching the young people that are coming up here in this hell hole of a state, that They Do Have A Right To Be Themselves.
I had a vision that I would be shoot for speaking out here.
But I also had A Dream of a better world.
If it takes my life to change this world here, then so be it, I am ready for what God has chosen for me.
I am A Teacher, and a good teacher is a Dreamer.
Are you a good teacher? Are you a Dreamer?
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DREAMS
Dreams are a place where anything is possible.
Where you can be young again or you can be Beautiful in your own little world.
You may want to be a King or a Queen.
There is no end to the possibilities that you can dream of.
I have a dream of a better world.
One where everyone is the same.
Where there is no one better then you are.
The colors of our faces will all be the same.
There will be no gender problems because we will all be the same gender.
It is called the Future race of Human Beings.
Time will change us all to evolve into what it wants us to be.
We do not have a choice in this matter, just like people now that feel the need to be different about whom they are, most do not have a choice.
Myself I needed to make a change in me, because I was so unhappy with whom I was, it was killing me to live that way.
Every day people just like me are going through some of their own troubles and wish that there was just one person to talk too.
Please never feel like you cannot talk to me, I am the Mistress of a world that believes that we can all help each other here. I want to try to give you something to enjoy and to share with you, our lives as a Shemale and a transgender Lady. I know that I don't have all the answers to all your wants and needs but I do enjoy talking.
I am trying to feel better about myself. I have not wanted to write anything lately so this is like starting over. It is hard when you have lost something in your life.
For the past few days I have been feeling like I was losing my friend and my lover and mate that has been with me for years, When I have cried she has wiped away my tears, when I was afraid she was there to stand up for me, When she held my hand I knew that I was not alone.
When all was lost and I thought that I had no one there, there she was, never letting me down.
But now it seems that I might be letting her down. She is me, my female side that is in trouble, because I have chosen to share my life with someone that is like me, it has made me realize that I like Trannies. I did not know that it would make me feel different about my own gender, but is has.
Some of you may not understand what I am talking about, will it is kind of like having to choose between white or black socks, which one is better for you?
Well I don't know which one will be better for me either.
I think about this a lot now, because I have been spending a lot of time with her, getting to know her , like for the first time. We are now sharing things, without fighting about them, Wait now I am not saying that all is ok here, because it is a long way from being ok. We had a little fight today about dinner, but we both said we were sorry. A lot of people don't understand about the “I'm sorry thing”. I know that if I get fused at for something that I was not involved in, then you need to tell me you’re sorry for jumping on my ass.
Yes I have A Dream, peace in my Heart.
Well I guess I will stop for now. It really feels good to write. Thank you all for reading what I do write.
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RESPECT IS IMPORTANT
I am sitting here with my girlfriend and we are trying so hard to make our lives work. We need to get everything around us in to some kind of order. We need to make it better for us or we will not make it, If we cannot find what we need here and now, then there will be no hope for us.
This is what life is all about my friends,
not about just one of us, but both of us.
We are just like you and you are just like us.
We all walk the same way and talk the same language,
so listen to me when I say that life is much to short to live it fighting and being mad at each other.
I am hoping to start the New Year off right.
I am wrong when I treat her with disrespect,
I am wrong when I am crude to her.
I am wrong when I shut her down
today I walk with her and I am proud of her, she looks great when she is happy, It is my duty as a friend to give her something to be happy about to smile about, to share with her.
Not to take away from her in anyway.
In the end she is the one that I love.
She is the one that I am always thinking of.
She is my life, the very air that I breathe.
When I look up at the stars, I see her.
The very light that shows me the way, is her shining in her Beauty. The smell of the flowers is coming from her, as she blooms like a rose in my life.
Today Is the day when we should all just stop and feel the good in all of us, do you feel it?, now just think that if we could all touch someone today with our hearts and make them smile or even laugh, wow that would be so great. Since I have been trying to get to know my girlfriend and my friend, I am now getting to know me.
Remember these words and try to live by them.
I can only control one person in my life and that person is I.
No one else.
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NEVER STOP DREAMING
Welcome to the world of Dreams!
From the beginning of time, Man has always thought of himself as King and Ruler of this world.
But you see the thing is that he can only rule what we allow him to rule.
We may give him that moment of Glory, but in the end we are the ones with all the Control.
In our world, We are the Queens!
WE ARE MISTRESS JENNA AND MADAME JACQUELINE
We are the Shadow Warriors
A Band of Gypsy's form the times long forgotten.
Today we have a DREAM.
NOT ONE COLOR.
NOT ONE GENDER.
NOT ONE LANGUAGE.
BUT A MIXED RACE OF COLORS, GENDERS, AND LANGUAGE'S!
IT WILL TAKE EVERYONE, WHATEVER, YOU ARE, WHOEVER, YOU ARE TO MAKE THIS WORK.
AS JACQUELINE WOULD SAY!
“IT SEEMS LIKE TO ME THAT IF MAN HAS BEEN DOING THIS SAME THING OVER AND OVER AGAIN AND IT STILLS COMES OUT WRONG, THAN MAYBE IT IS ABOUT TIME TO MAKE A CHANGE”.
DON"T YOU THINK SO?
Thank you for your time. This is all part of a world where
“The Misfortunes” speaks out against anyone that would stand in the way of another Human Beings rights to live as they so choose to.
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